Going Deep Inside Connor

In this follow-up to "e;Going Deep Inside Todd,"e; it's been a while since Connor's first time gay sex experience, and now he's eager to switch sides and be the receiver of Todd's affection, this time.Connor is feeling confused about his sexuality after his first time with Todd, but then a chance encounter with Todd turns into a night of exploration and exhilaration as Todd walks Connor through the exquisite pleasures of being the receiver this time.Here's an excerpt:I was plagued by a combination of not wanting to admit how much I'd loved beingwith a guy and not wanting to admit to myself what that must mean - I must be gay. Itwas all just too overwhelming.And then one crisp autumn day I was sitting in the campus cafeteria eating a late lunchwhen I heard a voice call out my name."e;Connor!"e; it said, and I looked up to see Todd with a huge, radiant grin on his face.He approached my table and sat down across from me, his own lunch on a plastic tray. Ifelt my face flush and then drain as all the blood in my body seemed to rush down to mygroin."e;How you been, man?"e; he asked as he started eating from a plate piled high with saladgreens."e;Good,"e; I answered sheepishly, squirming to adjust the throbbing that haderupted in my pants. "e;Really good. You?"e;"e;Oh, you know, same old shit."e;He paused for a beat and as he began to say "e;What have -"e;, I interrupted and said overhim, "e;I'm sorry I -"e;We both stopped short, so I took the lead. "e;Listen, man, I'm really sorry I neveranswered your texts."e;"e;No sweat, man. I get it. That was probably a lot for you."e;In all of my imagined versions of this scenario, that was the best response I could'vehoped for: no judgment, no anger, just a sweet and gentle understanding of what I'd beenfeeling, without me even having to say it out loud.I had a lump in my throat as I simply answered, "e;Yeah. It was."e;"e;I remember my first time with a guy,"e; he said...